Life

To the cosmic void.......... Why are the hardest decisions always so easy in hindsite. I mean you spend days weeks and even hours debating the pros and cons of a situation and decide to follow your heart and poof you made your decision. Now a few weeks have gone by and you look back and the answer was there all the time. Life is funny that way, do I go left or right, the blue or purple shirt, what shoes, what purse, tongue or no tongue LOL.
I guess my advise to anyone out there is always follow your heart, it generally leads you in the right direction.

forget Regret or life is yours to miss.~ RENT

the best

Ok so My cuz and his wife are the best people in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for making me smile guys!!!!!
Love ya

the Sadness looms

Ok so don't get me wrong I am VERY happy being single AGAIN!! and have nothing against happily married couples( ie. mark and Kate and my Mom and Dad) but for FUCK SAKES I want mine. Healthy agression breath in and out, ahhhhhh nope didn't work, ok so it is easier to be angry than sad but shit, here I am again Single again, home AGAIN, and feeling very lonely. Now this is a better lonely that being in a couple and lonely I know that feeling too, like your the only one there out of the 2 of you, the person can be right beside you or in a room full of people and be lonely, I know these lonelys. But this lonely is diffrent. My Mom says that I am in Love with the idea of being in love but I don't care I just want someone to love me. Ok so it could be Hormones, ie mood swing, but then how come I feel like I am in a room full of people and no one can hear me screaming at the top of my lungs.

And I am good. ok so I needed to bitch and moan for a min. Oh woe is me and all that shit. any of you that Know me knows that I am never sad for long. Basically a happy go lucky girl with a touch of crazy for good luck.

Ok So start as you mean to go on, always good advice.
An incredably Smart Lady once told me " Don't waste the Pretty" she happens to be one of my favourite people in the world, She is also Married to a Smart man who's main smart move was marring Her ( sorry Mark)

ok so I bitched and calmed and and gushed
Thanks for your patience.

one last thing
" Know Thyself"
inscribed on the temple of Apollo at Delphi
sorry I just love that quote

do you know me

ok so I filled this out for Mark and here is one for me, if you read Blogs enjoy and fill it out anyways.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a Crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6.Give me a nickname and explaine why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8.What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds me of you?
11.If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. when was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. are you going to put this in your Blog and see what I say about you?



Shoot for the Moon if you miss your still among the Stars!!!