I'm in love with someone that can't or won't love me back.
I'm not the only lesbian to fall in love with a straight girl but this just sucks
as I help her figure out what to do with her on again off again boyfriend and we have already decided that is she was gay or me a man we would be perfect.
the Cosmo's hate me!

2 years later?

so I'm in school. my second year in nursing school and its kicking my ass!!!!!!! no one tells you how hard this year is cause no one would ever go!!!!!!!! besides this I'm getting good grades and im studying my ass off (LITTERLY). Newly single and extreamly happy about it and livin my life. wow so I have amazing friends who have really stuck with me through the breakup and have helped me so much. my best friend T was right there from the start let me cry on her sholder and let me vent and get all my anger out. She was the one that insisted that we go out to celebrate my one month single and you know what I had a blast!!!!!!!!!!
Right now life is pretty good. just finished a MAJOR paper and a not so major paper in one night!!!!!!
just wanted to stop in and leave a note cause I missed this!
thanks
N